So this is what it's like to feel good again. :)
I woke up with a smile on my face, a totally windy and rainy day, and I'm beyond content. And it's showing like some sort of manic phase. I'm talking to my friend Will about all of this, and I'm reflecting upon what mania used to be like for me.. how impulsive I was, how I was constantly spending money, and how I went on my little trip to NJ, and fucked myself over. Oh man, the past year has been incredibly insane.

But I feel okay today, and I almost have forgotten what it's like to just be content. I'm not worried or bothered by thoughts of Eric, or thoughts of Travis, or negative impacts of what happened between Jeremy and I yesterday. :) It all just seems okay and low-key. Which is what I keep talking about during therapy, how things seem to have gotten better and how I feel a little bit more stable.

I also suck at this whole blogging thing. I lose my concentration and I give up. lol