My super hero lies in the heart of this man. He's got my heart, even though we aren't together. Frankly, I love Eric. I just don't know where we go from here....

He's got me so confused. The other night we spent together was one of the best nights of my life. Low key, with an amazing man, fighting off the world together. Or, that's how it felt. I felt like we had locked ourselves away from the bad things that were happening, and everything was okay again. <3 I hope those days come around again. I keep hoping they do.