Mania + Hesitation = Ashley

Mania and hesitation make up my life at this very moment. I've been talking with Trav about how terrifying the world is to me, but how badly I want to do a lot. I'm so intimidated by achieving my goals, because I'm afraid of failure. But I'm also intimidated by the simplest things in life. I'm afraid to lose weight, I'm afraid that I'll fail at losing weight, hell, I'm even afraid to just go to the library and get a new library card. I'm intimidated by new places, new people, new things... This is no way to conquer the world.