Everything I have been thinking lately I just want to SCREAM. I just get so irritated, and I just want to yell, take it out all vocally. Everything else makes me want to puke. Earlier today, I was thinking about the idea of just running and running and running until I puke my fucking guts out. That's not like me, you know? Vomiting is FAR from the one thing I wanna do EVER. But I want to cleanse my body, and my mind. And son of a bitch it's so exhausting.